Here we have the Year Starring RoxyMissRose. At least here in roxyland.(  Under the cut lurks the most fascinating entry omgevah. Not really, but if you don’t flaunt yourself…. )

Title: Non Timebo Mala 15
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OMCs, Dean/Sam
Rating: R for violence
Word Count: 2404
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings. Warnings for sex ( brief het and M/M, incest, rape.) Sections will have individual warnings.

He washed every bit of himself, scrubbed at his hair until he could pull his fingers through and it didn't smell like grease and smoke. He squeezed water out of it and wondered if Missouri would cut it for him. He didn't like it as long as it'd gotten—too dangerous in a fight. He twisted the length into a rope and shoved it under his cap. He dried himself with the surprisingly soft sacking she'd laid out for him and sighed. Nothing for it but to put on the ripe clothes he'd come in with. But on a chair near the end of the pass way, was a man's shirt, and a pair of trousers. He thanked Missouri silently. He'd see about getting some clothes soon as possible, but this should hold him for a day or two at least. The shirt came to just below his hips—the cuffs met his wrists and the pants stopped above the top of his boots, letting an inch of skin breathe free. He shrugged. Hell, wasn't like he was some kind of dandy, fit to make the boys loose their minds.

( He smiled. Right now, he felt fine—he felt almost human. )

Title: A Gone World
Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jared/various
Rating: this section NC-17
Summary: AU, takes place in the 1950s. Jared gets work as window dresser and his carefully planned life begins to fall apart. Mild angst, bad behaviour(infidelity), prostitution, mild drug use...all this subject to change
Word count: 3209

Stole the title for the J2 Beat fic from a book of poems by Lawerence Ferlinghetti. I've not read the book, I just thought the title was neat-o and fit perfectly. I'm just going to post snippets and maybe some day, pull it into a whole. Fun for you and me! *beams*

Gone:
1. Being away from a place; absent or having departed.
2. Past; bygone.
3. slang in an exhilarated state, as through music or the use of drugs
The previous parts are here, banging bongos and…things.

( Parties And Loose Threads )

It feels weird not to have a card for you guys here, but this Christmas was weird all the way around. At least this year I wasn't too psycho, but in order to achieve non-psycho-ness, it meant I kind of...forgot about it all together. Don't ask me how, and me working retail, too. It's the power of the mind!

I got the best stuff in the whole world! I'll tell you more about that later. You might get pics of me in X-mas jammies later, if I drink enough egg-nog. *beams*

Anyhoo, I just want to say I love you, and to all my on-line fambly, tons of hugs and a million kisses from Yer Mother!

Thank you capnzebbie, thank you so much! He's adorable, my Christmas bear! :)

Title: No Two Snowflakes Are alike
Fandom: SV
Pairing: Lucas/Lex
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Lucas tries to give his brother a nice memory at Christmas. But he's Lucas, so he puts his own spin on what's "nice".
A/N: Lucas and Lex are a favorite of mine. This is a sweeter version of Dis Pater Lucas which doesn't mean he's not still our fucked up little Lucas.
Warning: implied incest, not quite-consensual almost-sex.



( Lucas loves his brother... )

You guys!! herohunter wrote Brex--for me! And it's PERFECT!!!

A Glimpse

Friends, I've been wanting to post my story updates for, geez--kind of a long time, really! I had no idea how long it's been! I do have some stuff for Gone World and NTM, but I'm stuck in that "it's shit" mindset and I've been endlessly tinkering with them and at this point, I have no fucking idea if they're decent or not. Usually when it gets like this, I just post and hope for the best but I'm stuck like a stuck thing! I am also working on the Lucas/Lex story but I think I took it in the wrong direction so I'm trying to figure out how that's going to work too. I might call on someone to check it out for me.

I just don't know, friends, I just don't know.

You know what we need? we need lots of eggnog and chocolate chip cookies, that's what we need--or some stank nasty sex, not choosy.

I was checking stuff out to update my fic lists, and saw that I'd only written two SV fics this year. That makes me feel guilty and sad. I've written seven SpN fics, have three others as WIPs. Oy. I got excellent response on the SV fics, and that made me very happy! And spoiled me rotten. *siiiiiigh*

So, I'm working now on a Christmas fic for this year, Dis Pater Lucas and Lex. Doesn't that sound like fun? Cross your fingers for me, friends! *G*

Friends--I LOVE you! You would not believe the cool stuff I got in the mail today! And on a day Yer Mother was feeling like a whole cake made of fail and frosted in fail and sprinkled with fail jimmies...so to speak. There may have been tears of self-pity involved...maybe some self-hugging and patting of one's own back(REEEEALLY HARD TO DO what with the shortness of my arms and the generous width of my back) and whispering "there-there, you poor girl" to one's self (sort of creepy-sad, that).

Miss loolookitty, thank you, thank you!! I was so very impressed and made loud awwwwing noises. *hug* Thank you!! So talented in many ways, I see!

And you, beloved, talitha78 you know I straight up love you! Thank you darling!

I have many more cards I want to thank the senders for, and I'll do that soon--and also all my awesome snowflake cookies senders!

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OMCs, Dean/Sam
Rating: R for violence
Word Count: 2357
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings. Warnings for sex ( brief het and M/M, incest, rape.) Sections will have individual warnings.

This is mostly a bridgey bit. Sorry! Real action coming soon! (omg, i hope)

Sam blinked, and just that suddenly, his dad burst into flames.
The flames spread out like ink in water, flowing over the ceiling, licking up paint and wood and the old pine boards snapped and exploded. Sam dropped to his face on the floor and was thankful to go, he hadn't been happy for a long, long time and he was so tired of being tired. He closed his eyes and sighed, waiting—and a sharp ripping pain tore through his shoulder.

( >The dog had its teeth latched into Sam's shoulder and pulled, Sam screamed with the pain of it but the dog locked its big, ugly jaw in him and pulled and pulled until they were in the yard, the night lit by the shack as it burned to the ground. )

Good morning!

Wow, last night, I read my comments to my baby story(omg, thanks guys i love you so much!!!)drank a little coffee and WENT TO BED AT TEN O'CLOCK!!! AND SLEPT! omg, slept right on to morning! I KNOW! I'm a leetle worried here. My usual bed time being like...three or four.
Well, time to read porn with coffee and waffles, yay!

Ferd, thank you!! You're too cute! It was a *lovely* card! :)

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OMCs, Sam/OMCs, Dean/Sam
Rating: R for violence
Word Count: 3308
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings. Warnings for sex ( brief het and M/M, incest, rape.) Sections will have individual warnings. Character death in this section

At his soft snort, the drover turned in the saddle, caught Dean's eyes, and smirked before looking away again. They moved up the street, the trio, and as they moved past, the older rider's head snapped towards Dean. He looked at him the whole time they moved past, staring wide eyed at Dean for a long minute, before shaking his head ruefully and ignoring him after that one long stare. The boy looked at the man, back at Dean and openly stared now. Dean flushed, wanting to smile but fighting it and then…he saw the boy go pale and his horse slewed sideways. The fair-haired man said something to the boy--he nodded, and they rode off.
( Dean was almost certain the boy looked back before they rode out of sight. He bit his lip, wished so hard he almost said it aloud, that the drover would ride back, wished that he knew what his name was.… )

I'm tired of stalking my own journal!!!!

I put cards in the mail! OMG! It's only the 8th and I acutally mailed cards!!! (at least the ones i filled out so far)

Hey Baby Bee! I got your cuuuuuuute card today! Who loves you??? *HUG*