spn showtime!


Hmmmm...I'm not sure what their point is going to be, but I'm willing to go with it. A good ep--one point of unhappiness that I'm waiting for other folks to weigh in on. My feeling overall--a little too much shorthand in regards to moving the story along, a few cute moments, but Sam--wow!


You haven't heard much from me lately, because mostly I've been coming home from work, eating and going straight to bed. I've managed a comment or three here and here, but man....

I'm old, and this job is kicking my ass. We've got no people on the floor so I'm trying to take up the slack. Retail is a dog's life, folks. There's no sit-down in retail. I'm beginning to suspect that Red Bullseye Satan plans to work me and the other old broad there to death, so they don't have to pay out retirement. Well, I got news for them.


I'm about to catch up with everyone's thoughts on the season opener. I have thoughts as well. :D
spn showtime!

Supahnachul Time Season 12!

Hokey smokes! This was one of the best come-backs ever!!! This was seriously amazing, like Lazarus Rising-level amazing! I loved it, I hope this is a taste of what this season is going to be like. I can't wait to see what you guys think!!
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granny weatherwax

Just feel a little like it.

Catching up soon as the cold lets go. The worst thing abut having a cold and being a grown up? You still have to go to work. Sure, they tell you to stay home and not spread germs, but we all know that's bullshit. Spent my Saturday wrapped up in blankets and emitting the occasional supersonic whine. I feel productive.

So, what's happening, folks? Did I miss anything? Links, links! *grabby hands*

Hi my friends!

I was gone! Did you notice??

You didn't notice. :(

We did a belated anniversary trip to the Finger Lakes. It was pretty awesome, just gorgeous views everywhere. I even went on a hike! A very, very, short hike - no more than an hour - but again, amazing views and more importantly, I survived.

I'll try and post pictures. You'll recognize me instantly, I'm the one who looks like a garden dwarf.
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Public Enemies Part Two: chapter 9b

Title: Public Enemies Part Two: chapter 9b
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Sam/Dean, original characters
Rating: NC-17
Total Word Count: 8723
Summary: a 1920s AU *very* loosely based on the film, Public Enemy.
Notes/Warnings: abuse, dub-con, rape, harsh images, morally challenged Sam, troubled Dean. There are hints of abuse, physical and sexual, but nothing terribly graphic. The rating is for the overall fic—it varies according to update. For a large part of the fic, the boys are underage.
In this update, the abuse includes rape.

follows from Public Enemies Book One
one/ two/ three/four/ five/six/seven/ eight
nine (part one of two parts)

AN: Well, finally an update. We're probably going weird places, so bear with me. This is what happens when you throw your hands up and give in to the characters.

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I woke up this morning with a vampire eye!! It was just pinkish to start with, but when I finally got a chance to look at it again, late afternoon - from the corner of my eye up to my iris, it was blood red!!! Creepy as hell!

No wonder people going into the fitting room kept looking at me like I was going to jump up and eat their hearts. And me being especially smile-face today, too.

What a combo, hunh? Bloody eye and crazed smile....

It's all okay, just a busted blood vessel and a scraped cornea. No idea how that happened. But I'll be sleeping with one eye on Mr. R....
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I'm actually writing! Miracles abound!!

And tonight, I'm posting a Public Enemies update. And this bit should start us heading to the end of it all, thank god. So, whoever might still be interested in that story, it's coming. For reals, I mean it. Not sleeping until I get that damn thing up.

ETA: (remember when everyone did that? remember when you *needed* to do that? probably not, hunh?)
So, I lied. I'm really damn tired. But! I'm only a blowjob away from being done! See you tomorrow!

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Just posting to make some noise. I was over at facebook today and spoke my real mind--I'm hoping never to have to hear from some folks again. This election's really pointing up those folks who don't think they're racists, but--spoiler-alert--

So, funny bit here, and a lesson (again) in why betas are important. I was rereading some bits of This Small Dark Place when I read this, and my eyes just about fell out of my head. I was all "OH NO!" and then laughing at myself, because, really? I'm terrible at grammar, but I like to think I put words together better than *THIS*!

She took a slim book from her bag and was soon lost in its pages, while masterMaid oversaw the footman loading Mistress' bags into the luggage pod, and then climbing in as well.

That was a large-ass luggage pod... :D :D :D Now I'm afraid to read the rest!
heart on fire

hokey smokes

rosy5000, I laughed my ass off! Thank you for indulging my deeply weird love of Brave Little Toaster, lol!! No one in the world besides us could possibly get it, HA!! So, yes, thanks so much for the lovely anniversary card, we love you to bits! And my word, we need a Blanky for sure! :D :D :D

*GIANT HUGS* and many, many kisses for being the wonderful, thoughtful, *amazing* person you are. ♥
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So, I read this whole series called Retail Therapy by All_the_damned_vampires, and I'm reccing it with a warning that it has *all* the warnings, and rightly so. It's the kind of story that will make you ask, "Why, Miz Roze? You know you are an enormous weenie - how did you read this???"

I don't even know! It gave me a stomach ache every time I read it! I had to read it backwards because it was that intense! I'm almost as bad as the Jared in that story when it comes to Hurt/No Comfort stories like this, I just beat myself up! I'm forever clicking and yelping - I should create a comm and call it OMG, roxy clicked on a squick and loved it anyway

If you like torture, emotional manipulation, mind control, rape--and that's just the first date--this might be the thing for you. The enormous plus is that the writing is quick, very smart and a pleasure to read just *because* it is so well written, and lord knows stories like that feel like they are few and far between. It's also pretty darn horrible, no kidding--nobody is a good guy, not at all, but some of them think they are...you just have to read it to get it. Not for the faint of heart, oh boy, if your heart is like mine.

*happy smiles*

I wish that when people leave you kudos at AO3, there was an option that you could send them a kudo for giving you kudos...or something way less complicated than that. :D

I got a comment today on an old SV story that made my eyes get all round and wide--hard to do because I'm a naturally squinty-eyed kind of person, so you can just imagine. It was a good comment, in fact, a great one, but it made me realize just how damn freaky the story was, lol! And now I know where the scene came from that's been floating in my head. I've been haunted by a scene from one of my own fics, and couldn't for the life of me remember which one! Is that a sign of creeping age, or does that happen to other people too? And if it doesn't just lie and nod.

My flu-shot arm hurts a little. Is that normal? I still feel salty from the ocean. Do you think that's all in my mind? So, what really happens if you fill your mouth with PopRocks and drink coke? Do you think folk faking sex for the movies sometimes actually have sex? I think they'd have to concentrate really hard on blocking stuff out--filming looks like a weird business to me. Plus, why are people not in porn vids are always so *quiet* when they're having sex?? All that discreet little gasping and moaning. Tchah! I like the neighborhood to know that Mr. R's got an excellent handle on the job.

This post is what is what life is like for Mr R. He gets these kind of questions every day, once or twice at least, for--gee, thirty-seven years. Plus he gets me staring intently into his eyes while he tries to figure out how to answer me. Sometimes--not very often because he's made of very strong stuff--he breaks and just starts laughing. I count those rare times as a major win.

This rambling, hard-to-understand-in-spots post is brought to you by insomnia. You're welcome!! :D