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roxymissrose
Leaving for Niagara Falls bright and early on Friday, to celebrate 40 years of wedded bliss--or something like that. Has anyone here been before, and if so, do you have suggestions on what to do? I want to eat and sleep and have sex, but something tells me Mr. R wants to do more than that--tchah! As if there was anything more important than sex, food, and coffee.

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roxymissrose
Junking out old papers and notebooks, and found some notes for an Angel/Steven King's Mist/Supernatural crossover and was like," WTF? Whoa..."

Interesting days! Looked like it was headed towards a Dean/Angel pairing. Maybe I should seriously consider it for the five people who still miss Angel. :D

Back in those days, I could write Dean without Sam. I don't think I can anymore.

wow....
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roxymissrose
In case anyone was wondering what I was doing with the Little Preggo Jared story, I'm doing about 20,000 words, hokey smokes! A lot of ugly Frankenstein back-and forthing with it, but I'm happy with what I have and I'm having fun writing it.

I had to stop writing the SDP fic, Footsteps in the Dark. Not give it up, just step back. It was really screwing with me, on top of everything else going on. Words were flowing, but it was just getting too painful. On the advice of a beloved friend, I'm taking a breath from it. But just a short breather, I want to finish this bit up and head towards the end, with a goal of finishing by February. As for Poor Little Match Jared, I have no end date in mind. I'm just writing it as it goes. I probably won't post until I'm pretty much done with it, so, sometime next year. I don't plan to post any WIPs beyond the ones I have going now, and I have every intention of finishing the both of them. *crosses fingers and prays*

One more month to go, guys. How will we deal with this last year? I'm already not happy with spoilers I've seen, but I'm hoping for the best, and hoping like crazy that this last year will at least see some good fic. :)

The little prince
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roxymissrose
Here he is, 20 months--coming up on the date that using months to tell his age will be obnoxious.Collapse )

dear my friends,
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roxymissrose
I have no idea how the other grandmas do it, bless their hearts, but I'm about to implode. Quietly. So as not to disturb the little prince who has finally, please god let it be for the rest of the night, fallen asleep.

This grandma-ing is not exactly my forte. I freely admit it. I'm kind of shit at this, and the years have not made me any better. I have no idea why this kid likes me, to tell the truth.

The sitch is this: the little guy is still on Hawaii time, which means sleep-sleep comes about midnight. Yeah. Though he's passed out early tonight, I'm just praying his little body doesn't think this is just a nap. Mr. R and I have been watching him for Mama, who is just now barely beginning to recover from a horrendous bout of the stomach flu—she ate today for the first time in four days. We've been to the ER so that she could get fluids via IV because we were that worried. It has not been pretty.

As for me, I'm tired and crabby and not having very much opportunity to write which sucks, because I feel like I'm on FIRE for writing right now.

If only I could type using the power of my mind….

I have managed to do some reading, and even left some comments, which—woo-hoo, go me! I'm not gonna lie, some of those stories were read and commented on in the bath. It's been my only free time lately.

Yes, it's been pretty horrible, and I've been eyeing our beloved princeling, wondering how much truth there is to those feral children stories, and whether there's a chance he might be adopted by a roving tribe of voles. Mind you, the minute--the very second--he's out of my hands, I miss him like he's been gone a million years. Grandma-ing, the hours are crap, but yeah, the benefits outweigh it all.

Thanks, you guys!!
happy birthday
roxymissrose
I'll be back with specific thanks and stuff--fufaraw, thanks again for the super cool card! ♥ ♥ ♥

It's been a good day, thunder and torrential rain aside, lol! I've got my candles out and my hiding-in-room ready, kindle is unlocked and loaded. I'm ready for whatever nature throws at me. Hell, I'm a 65 year old, kinda-sorta-itty-bitty bit of a badass. Cain't nuthin stop me! ;D

Victory is almost mine!
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roxymissrose
The next part of my nearly eternal thrall!verse WIP is almost ready to go. I think. Thanks a million, jj1564, for the good advice! It's not a big update, but it's an update, so I count it as a huge step forward, lol!

Also, thanks so much firesign10, for your work on the 2019 BB Masterlist! *HUGS* You're fabulous, kid!

lord, have mercy....
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My friends--
dean oh yeah
roxymissrose
Why is everyone acting like "omg, Jensen Ackles, how you dress!" like suddenly he's stylish and shit.

My boy can dress--has been doing so for a good long while. He's got excellent taste, so much better than most actors out there. He can pull off a classic look like Cary Grant, and then put a little wild design and make it look like hot sex. He knows what fits him, understands fit, and knows how to wear clothing. Everything he wears looks like it was cut just for him, even that jacket everyone hates but I love, and if I'm correct, was not his? Yet vis how it perfectly fit those wide shoulders, that smooth, long line of back, that perfect, peachy, plush ass, just begging to be framed....

Oh my. Went a little off track there, but y'all know what I mean.

Back to work! ♥

My life at the moment. :D
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roxymissrose
BG and the grandspawn are on vacation for the next ten days. Ten days to write like the wind! I'm at about 4000 words on the Mpreg, bouncing all over the place in the story and enjoying it! I threw my hands up ans told it to do whatever it wanted and it wants to change tense and write out of sequence. I'm cool with it. Man, I love this stage of the writing process, when I love the story and the story loves me.

I've also got about 3000 words on Thrall!Jensen, and I'd be doing better with it if I didn't have to do so much research in my own fic! Oy! So much rereading that I don't want to do. And poor June...I'm about to dump so much work on her. *bats eyes and grins at her* (I'm not as cute or lovable as Jared but I try.) :D

I'm also very proud, and flattered, to have one of my drawings recced at Darkside. Thanks so much for the kudos, guys! Since I started writing, Art and I have had a strained relationship, but one day, I hope to reconcile. :D

Hello my friends!
happy birthday
roxymissrose
Cross your fingers with me and wish, wish, wish--I'm hoping to get 69 kudos on my 2019 BB by my birthday! Why? Because my inner 12 year old demands it! :D :D :D

Why I never get anything done.
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Hello Dear My Friends!
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roxymissrose
Happy Birthday to onlythefireborn! I hope it was a good day! :)

dear my friends,
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roxymissrose
I have the awful feeling that whatever the end of Show is, it's going to make people like me, total wincesters ride or die 4evah, lose their shit. Not that we *ever* expect anything to happen because that's just crazy talk and solid fanfic, buuuuuuuuttt...I'm afraid one of them is going to go on living life without the other, playing happy little families with some chick. It's just the way I feel watching Jensen kind of struggle to say he's happy with the ending, when he's said so many, many times that his prefered ending is a Butch and Sundance ending.

Maybe--hopefully--I'm just being overly negative. I'm going to shut up and go back to reading BBs. :D

Mpreg news!
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roxymissrose
So, I think I finally know where this is taking place. When. It's taking place in that universe over yonder, the one that's a little bit steampunkish, and a little bit, oh, let's call it heavily influenced by Amish culture. You know how much I love writing the Poor Little Matchperson trope. Iꞌm more excited now that I have a direction. It was one of those shower revelations. It went from, "Why do people think M Night Shyamalan is a hack?″ to "Oh. My. God. Eureka!″

But not out loud, because itꞌs creepy to get really loud when youꞌre talking to yourself.

Oh, who am I tryin' to fool! You know I was loud.

Iꞌm feeling:

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Dear my friends!
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roxymissrose
I'm about to write this J2 mpreg because why the fuck not, eh? I'm juggling ideas and wondering about tone – I've already dialed back the angst by about a thousand and I haven’t even written anything yet. I'm rereading an mpreg I did for SV a basquillion years ago, and I'm embarrassed to say this, but so far I'm laughing my ass off! It's way too funny for the story I have in mind but then again...maybe this fic could use some humor...we'll see! What was great about the old days was I didn't know anything. I didn't know what was offensive, or what was inappropriate, or what was totally fucked up. Thank you, readers from the old days. Not only did you help my writing, but you made me a better human being. I swear, sometimes thinking about things that I thought was okay made me feel like I was raised by rabid stoats. I horrified my coworkers on the regular until I learned to keep my thoughts to myself. Where here in LJ, folks were kind enough to PM me and ask if I actually meant what I wrote and perhaps this would be a better way to express that thought...ha! Such good folks!

Anyway, if anyone wants to play with me on this story, I'd be very happy for it! I have only the barest ideas yet, and the foundation of my story is so far built on pudding, but I’m pretty sure it will be fun. :D

Jared will be the pregnant one, and I’m not totally sure where or how Jensen comes into the story, but he will. *Xs my fingers and hopes for the best! *

Happy Birthday!
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roxymissrose
fufaraw, I stole a heart to give to you on this day of yours! *handwaves watermarks away*

Much love, and many wishes for a wonderful birthday!

Spn_J2 BB 2019!
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roxymissrose
Oh my goodness--I've been reading some great stories! I'm so glad I have mine out of the way so I can concentrate on these goodies! I'll come back around with some recs later, but I've really enjoyed (and left babbly comments on) what I've read so far. It's a short, but good season. :D

Smallville and Remy Zero - Save Me
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roxymissrose
*Lots and lots of ugly crying* Somebody hold me! Thanks to rednihilist for pointing this out to me. We were so full of fandom joy back then and Clex is still my OTP.

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Ooooh myyyy....
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I saw this ad dandyxr posted at the Vintage Ads comm and I want to know why none of our superb artists have turned this into a J2 high school AU?

Hmmm....
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roxymissrose
I have a new phone--apparently being 5 years old makes my old phone a brick, fercryin out loud--and I want to buy an SpN phone case, but how can I make sure I'm not buying a case with stolen art because I just looked on Amazon and wow, there are a lot of phone cases with non-credited art on them!

Spn_J2 BB 2019: The Road To Come What May
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My spn_j2_bigbang for 2019. Click to go to the story!
Fic title: The Road to Come What May
Artist name: merakieros
Genre: wincest, curtain fic
Pairing: Sam/dean
Rating: NC-17

Spn_J2 BB 2019:
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OMG!
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roxymissrose
I just realized--it's Xmas in Summer! The spn_j2_bigbang has begun!!


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Lawd, give me the strength to finish mine before June 28th....

the Haven Verse!
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roxymissrose
The Haven Verse is finished! The last chapter went up today. It's a freaking epic, on par with Freak Camp. It's amazing and heartbreaking and just amazing, did I say that?

Anyhoo, if you've been reading it, it's done. *sobs* and if you haven't read it, treat yourself--but give yourself time to read it, it's ten years worth of story. :)

Story, beginning with A Haven in a Heartless World

NOOOOO!
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roxymissrose
Kevin Bacon and Aldis Hodge are on a Showtime series and I'm too poor to watch it. *CRIES* It's a cruel, cruel world.

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roxymissrose
I always forget that the end of Mystery Spot is practically Sam's entire season 4 arc in a nutshell.

Well, all right then....
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roxymissrose
Y'all know I don't rec kink often; I'm a shrinking violet like that, but I'm gonna rec the hell out of this because my stars! I have no idea what it is about this that hits all my buttons--well, there's pining, and there's unrequited-but-actually-requited love, breathplay, which is okay with me on occasion...but there's CORSETS. I do like corsets in fic. In real life, it'd make me scream and claw at myself like an insane cat, but in fic, a well written description of corsets in play....

Is this TMI? *beams* You know I like sharing with you.

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When Jared discovers Jensen’s secret, he’s beyond angry at the stupid risks his friend has been taking.
But he knows Jensen won’t stop, so Jared comes up with the only possible solution.
That turns out differently than he expected.
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SpN thoughts (little ones. boring ones)
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roxymissrose
I was all fired up to do this rewatch, all seasons, yee-haw!

My friends, I can't!

I have not watched the whole seasons of 1-5 since they first aired. Just too damn painful. And yes, those early seasons are amazing, and the brotherly conflict really drove the show. Made for some incredible TV. But my heart can't take the pain. It hurts way too much. I am a weeny, as you know, and those shows bring out my anxiety, and make me sad and frustrated. Each time I do manage to watch more than the fluffy eps, I'm all over either Sam or Dean. To explain: one year I'm all Team Sam!! , next year I'm all,'Dean can do no wrong!'. It's like watching completely different shows, y'all! It also keeps me from choosing one over the other. I'm completely in the camp of Both Brothers. All Day. E'r Day. I love my boys.

I am struggling away on my BB, so y'all are going to have to expect TONS of babbly posts about mostly nothing!

Take advantage! What do you want to know? Ask me! I'll tell you what I think about anything, share my deepest, darkest, secrets! (you know, I once shot a man in Reno, just to watch him die. And because he was wearing the same shirt as me. So rude.)

gadreel eyes

I'm kidding!
Say...the pattern on that shirt you're wearing looks disturbingly familiar....