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This Show!

posting this for me, so I don't forget

I know how SpN works, I know--but I cried my face off and then looked in horror as the show ended. Holy fuck, those guys can still sell it hard. And fucking Lucifer--he actually made my skin crawl!! They sold the whole first half as kinda goofy and wandering in circles and then went in for the kill and it was brilliant. Kinda thinking if it wasn't for Jared and Jensen, it wouldn't have worked for me, but yeaaaah. It creeped me the FUCK out and then broke my heart and then ground it to a pulp.

Will no one save these guys? Please let them have a win, an unequivocal win, for gods sake.


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May. 4th, 2018 01:42 am (UTC)

What you said....      m.  /o\

May. 4th, 2018 01:49 am (UTC)
I cried so hard this ep...I mean, I've watered up over eps, yeah, but this was so overwhelming I'm kind of glad I was watching it alone.
May. 4th, 2018 02:15 am (UTC)
It's okay. Yesterday I cried over a country song that I have no connection to.
May. 4th, 2018 02:51 am (UTC)
It was 5:30 AM and I was sitting here yelling at Castiel. FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! Let Dean go after him!
May. 4th, 2018 03:12 am (UTC)
Holy shit, that ep really punched me right in the heart! But if he'd gone after him...I just don't know what to think. I have my fingers crossed and hoping mightily that Sam will put that fucker back in the cage where he belongs. I don't want Sam to kill him, I want him to send him back for an eternity of misery.
May. 4th, 2018 03:29 am (UTC)
I do kinda wish that Sam will get to kill Lucifer so we can get rid of him once and for all.

I'm just too mad right now to think rationally about this episode. I mean, Jared and Jensen both *killed* it, but Castiel fucking made me want to punch something. Preferably his face. How dare he tell Sam that Lucifer's their responsibility because they let him out of the cage. HE FUCKING DID THAT ALL ON HIS OWN. And how dare he try to compare what Lucifer did to him to what Sam suffered at Lucifer's hand.

Edited at 2018-05-04 05:49 am (UTC)
May. 6th, 2018 12:36 am (UTC)
This. This so hard.
May. 6th, 2018 06:14 am (UTC)
Yeah, sigh. I'm still upset about it.
May. 5th, 2018 04:31 am (UTC)
In fairness, if Cas had let Dean go after Sam, they'd all be even more super-boned than they already are, because they'd've both been dead, and Lucifer would've only raised one of them and used the other one as leverage, which pretty much always works with Winchesters.

May. 6th, 2018 05:01 am (UTC)
Yes...true, but I'm still horrified at how things ended. I think I would have been happier if Dean was the one who decided to leave Sam behind AFTER ascertaining personally that yes, he was indeed dead. But I also know that the story would have stopped dead at that point, with bits of human all over. Still, it was just so weird to me that it all hinged on Cas.
May. 6th, 2018 06:18 am (UTC)
Well, I would have been happier if it had happened that way. But it didn't necessarily have to be that way--we could have seen Dean go after Sam and *then* get forcefully dragged away by either Gabriel or Castiel after finding Sam's dead body, or even just following the trail of blood, which would have told him without a doubt that Sam was dead. The way the scene was set up just didn't work.
May. 4th, 2018 05:22 am (UTC)
Oh my goodness, sweetie, I gasped out loud when they got Sam! Then they ripped my heart right out of my chest when Mary asked Dean where Sam was and tears started rolling down his face.

This, right here is what will make Dean make some kind of rash decision before the end of the season to say yes to Michael or become Death himself to prevent this from ever happening again. I hope I'm wrong but I don't think Dean can bear losing Sam again and will do anything to prevent it.
May. 4th, 2018 08:13 am (UTC)
Coming back for that hug!!!! *tackle hugs* That was REALLY good. Totally cried with Dean even though I knew Sam had to come back somehow.
May. 4th, 2018 08:26 am (UTC)
I could easily imagine Sam coming back, sight coming into focus, that fan spinning slowly overhead like the one in the panic room when he was strapped to the cot, detoxing in agony. Waking up to that..would have felt horrific and disorienting for him. I don't know if the imagery was intentional, but that's the first place I went with it.
May. 4th, 2018 10:49 am (UTC)
Yes.. Urrgghh.. //shudders
May. 6th, 2018 05:03 am (UTC)
I don't want to think that. But yeah, that ran through my head too. :( It made the scene even more horrifying. I thought, 'omgod, he's going to think Dean just couldn't be bothered and left him behind!' And then it got worse.
May. 4th, 2018 10:52 am (UTC)
The guys acted their teeny tiny butts off. All the emotion was so real.
And I don't know, Cas still seems off to me, I still wonder if that is "our" Cas.
He seems to be only worrying about heaven and nothing else.

Sam is the most attractive deadperson I have ever seen. //shifty eyes
May. 5th, 2018 12:51 am (UTC)
I feel better knowing I'm not the only one who went there.
May. 6th, 2018 05:07 am (UTC)
Sam is the most attractive deadperson I have ever seen. //shifty eyes

omg, how could you! Poor Sam, laying there like...no, I did want to smack myself for a hot second--*shifty eyes as well*--he just does hurt/torture/pain so well...*hangs head*
May. 4th, 2018 11:29 am (UTC)
Those minutes that Sam was dead were the absolute worst. </3
May. 6th, 2018 05:11 am (UTC)
Yeah, like I said in response to fufaraw's comment, all I could imagine was that he'd think Dean couldn't be bothered and left him behind again. It was a heartrending scene, it really was. That ep turned so horribly bleak.
May. 4th, 2018 01:21 pm (UTC)
I think I need to stay off of Twitter or something. It's pretty much just a huge dumpster fire right now of everyone hating on Dean for leaving Sam alone to die, and hating Cas for telling him there was no time to try to save him.

But then I come on LJ and everyone seems happy with the episode.

I'm glad you liked it so much, and I'm sad that so many people on Twitter hated it. I'm stuck more in a... don't really care either way place *sighs*
May. 6th, 2018 05:12 am (UTC)
I'm so glad I'm not on Twitter. When masses of folks hate an ep, it tarnishes my own enjoyment.

I'm sorry that you're stuck between on Show. *hugs*
May. 4th, 2018 02:02 pm (UTC)
'It creeped me the FUCK out and then broke my heart and then ground it to a pulp.' Same here! Jensen cries so beautifully, and I always join in, but it was the way Sam looked so ashamed and guilty as he walked ahead of Lucifer that broke me - poor Sam. Jared was fantastic.
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